CURRENT SONG:
"Christmas in Your Eyes" by Gloria Estefan from the song in my head!
CURRENT OUTFIT:
Brand new penguin and moose printed PJs!
CURRENT MOOD:
Festive!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, MINNASAN! As a small fic gift for everyone out there who reads my Blog, I'm posting a new KH fic I wrote after playing the new KH: CoM on Gameboy Advance! I wrote it in about fifteen minutes and thought I'd share it with everyone! It's yaoi based, but nothing much in that line at all! Enjoy!
"Distant Memory"
By: Miracle Shining
RATING: PG
PAIRING: Squall (Leon) X Sora (inferred from the first KH)
WARNINGS: Angst, Squall's POV
DISCLAIMER: "Kingdom Hearts: Chains of Memories" is property of Square Enix, Disney Inc. and Nintendo. No money is being made off this, so no use in suing!
AUTHOR'S NOTES: I was inspired to write this very short piece after playing the beginning of KH: CoM where Sora meets up with Squall again, and he only remembers Sora's name.
*****
It's strange when I come upon the trio standing in the middle of Traverse Town. Actually, everything has been strange since I arrived. Or did I even arrive? Nevertheless, the trio is made up of a Magician, a Guardsman and a young boy whom I can't see the front of.
"Are you sure you're doing okay, Sora?" the Guardsman asks.
"Sure, I'll be fine!"
The confidence reminds me of another boy I once knew. The one who was my Heart. I find myself unconciously approaching them and speaking up.
"With an attitude like that, you'll be Heartless Fodder in no time."
The trio turns to me and suddenly they seem very familiar, but not. My mind feels cloudy, and I feel almost misplaced in a place I could swear has been my home. But it's the boy's too similiar face that lights up so brightly I almost feel blinded.
...My Heart!... No, my Heart is gone...
"Leon! What are you doing in Castle Oblivion?!" the child suddenly exclaims.
That voice...
It sounds so much like my Heart, that I almost choke on my own air. I recover, reminding myself that my Heart has long been gone from me. That he pursued another who was much more to him. But I am suprised that this blue eyed boy who looks so same knows my name.
"Castle Oblivion? What are you talking about? This is Traverse Town. And how do you know my name?"
The boy seems stunned and looks more confused. The Guardsman and the Magician are agitated with me, muttering things about me playing a very mean trick on them. I can hear names in my head, names that sound correct.
"Leon..." the child whispers, his face striken with such sadness, I resist the urge to reach out for him. "I can't believe you..." then his gaze raises to mine, meeting my eyes, searching. "...forgot us..."
My Heart!!!
My very being cries out for this all too familiar child, but my mind disagrees. Instead, my Heart's name comes to my lips, calling this boy by it.
"Sora, you don't know what you're talking about."
The blue eyed boy lights up again, suddenly becoming more animated that I have yet seen him.
"Leon, you do remember!"
Without thinking, I call the Guardsman and the Magician by their given names, and they too are excited that I am remembering something I can't recall forgetting.
"I...I don't know what's going on..." I whisper more to myself. "Everything is so confusing. I..."
This boy who goes by my Heart's name approaches me, as if to reach his hand out to me. Just then, Yuffie comes bouncing up behind me, and calls the child "Sora" also. Confused, I quickly turn to her.
"Do you know him?"
"Nope, never seen him before in my life! But I just know the name, so we can skip introductions, yes? Hey, we had better take him to Aerith, don't you think? She'll want to meet him! I'll go and let her know, why don't you give Sora and his friends the grand tour?"
Before I can respond, Yuffie is bounding away from us, excited as ever. I turn to the trio, the Guardsman and Magician standing only a short distant behind this child now bearing my Heart's name. They look so much alike, I swear that he is standing in front of me. If I didn't already know he was gone, I would pull this boy into my arms and bury my face into his hair as I had so long ago. Instead, I speak almost harshly to them.
"If you're going to survive here, I had better give you some training, Sora."
The boy looks confused and a little put off, but he nods, his two companions following behind him. I spare a brief glance over my shoulder, and I see so much sadness in his eyes. I wish that I could remember who you are, child. I wish I could remember because if you are my Heart, then the Fates have granted your return to me.
The child looks up at me, and I see the reflection of myself in his eyes. My Heart has gone, and I know he won't return.
...Or has he?
...end?...
Friday, December 24, 2004
Sunday, December 19, 2004
CURRENT SONG:
"Slave to Love" by Bryan Ferry from meh head!
NEW ADDITIONS TO ILLUSTRIO:
No longer updated, but please enjoy the art work still there!
CURRENT OUTFIT:
Hello Kitty t-shirt, black dance pants, white socks
CURRENT MOOD:
Very tired...
Konbanwa, minnasan! Daijobou desu ka? My, it's been a long spell since I updated this Blog, hasn't it? I admit that lately I just haven't had anything too interesting to say! ::chuckles:: Work is being a bit of a bugger and it's really been tiring me out. I'm going to keep going with it, but I'm going to start putting out my apps and resumes again. I don't want to spend my whole life working as a cashier at a grocery store, ne? Also, I got my bill for my appendectomy before all the insurance is paid. OUCH!!!!!! That amount almost took my breath away! I have to call the hospital tomorrow to confirm that my insurance hasn't paid for everything, or it'll be ten years before I have that bill paid off! =-.-=
On a bit of a random recommendation, I would like once again to tell everyone to check out "Allegria," the movie version of the Cirque du Soleil performance! I saw the performance version on T.V. a couple weeks ago and fell in love with it all over again! The movie version with Frank Langella has received Nick and I's coveted, "Sam Raimi 'Army of Darkness' Good" title, so everyone please watch it! Or get the soundtrack! The track "Allegria" is enough to make you want to buy ten CDs! In fact, I'm hoping to buy the CD coming up after Christmas!
I also went and joined/applied for a few new fanlistings during my last update, a couple of them you might have seen added recently on the side of this Blog!
APPROVED TO:
Just Jackie-The Jackie Chan Fanlisting: Like you'd expect me to have anything less, ne? XD
APPLIED FOR:
Too Dark to See-The Official NGE 24th Episode Fanlisting: Because it's my fave episode due to the beauty and tragedy of it all.
Densetsu: The Zelda no Densetsu Fanlisting: THE fanlisting for the Zelda manga done by Akira Himegawa!
Cosplay Is My Lifestyle: The Cosplay Fanlisting: I think why I chose this one is self explanatory.
CONSIDERING: (Fanlistings I'm considering or looking for)
The Hatori Sohma Fanlisting (Fruits Basket)
Gothic Lolita Fanlisting
Sailormoon Music Fanlisting
Picture Perfect has been updated a couple more times, including some "light" information on my surprise cosplay I have planned! Right now, it's just in the opening stages, and it won't be something I'll work on continually by any means. It's just a long term whim/project for now! I AM however planning to start working on my Galaxy Angel "Mint" cosplay within this week. Mum had some spare cream felt that's going to make some terrific Mint ears and it'll be fun to have a new cosplay by the time the next Waldenbooks Promotional occurs some time in hopefully February of 2005. Speaking of the Promo, if anyone is visiting the Rushmore Mall on New Year's Eve and would like to compete in the cosplay competition, please be there about fifteen minutes before 6 p.m. at Waldenbooks. The activity runs from 6 to 8 p.m. Though I won't be there this time around due to scheduling conflicts, I have provided the prize packages, both include:
1 YuYu Hakusho action figure
1 package of Almond Crush Pocky
2 Sailormoon Sticker Trading Cards
2 Japanese Video Game Flyers
1 Fan Art/Original Art by Me
1 Japanese doujinshi (FF8 for guys and Xenogears for girls-both PG rated)
Quizzy time for today comes compliments of course of the lovely Quizilla.com and was actually taken off my GJ buddy Tenshi's journal!
What Yaoi Stereotype Am I?
What Yaoi Stereotype Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
You are a very rare breed indeed, and for good reason. If there were a lot of Supreme Seme wandering about, then there would be a LOT of conflict. This is because your kind likes to take control of EVERYTHING. Think alpha male with wolves, but applied to humans. People are either your plaything or they're in the way. You manage to manipulate people into wanting what you want, without them even knowing it. You'll also stop at nothing until you get what you want, doing whatever it takes to get it. And you want more from your uke than just the carnal pleasures of the flesh. You want their mind, body, and soul.
Likeliness of being uke: 0%
Likeliness of being seme: 100%
Some fellow Supreme Seme: Akio (Shoujo Kakumei Utena), Fuuma (X/1999)
...Right, there's that Fuuma thing again... XD XD XD XD Actually, this is very true, I rarely ever test out as anyone even vaguely uke related. Which is strange, since my yaoi alter ego is Hakkai... And he's not very seme in my world, minnasan! Maybe I was supposed to be born Fuuma... ::thinks about that::
Well, that's all for today! I'll have one more update wishing everyone a Happy Holidays of course! Oh, and my scanner is working again, so I'll be starting to do Kiribans again! The next one will be at 20K and will be a black and white sketch of one character of your choice! Good luck for the 20K everyone! Sankyuu again for all your visits, sign my Guestbook and ja ne for now! =~.^=V (Proud Supporter of the 58 Pairing and Ginji Lover!)
"Slave to Love" by Bryan Ferry from meh head!
NEW ADDITIONS TO ILLUSTRIO:
No longer updated, but please enjoy the art work still there!
CURRENT OUTFIT:
Hello Kitty t-shirt, black dance pants, white socks
CURRENT MOOD:
Very tired...
Konbanwa, minnasan! Daijobou desu ka? My, it's been a long spell since I updated this Blog, hasn't it? I admit that lately I just haven't had anything too interesting to say! ::chuckles:: Work is being a bit of a bugger and it's really been tiring me out. I'm going to keep going with it, but I'm going to start putting out my apps and resumes again. I don't want to spend my whole life working as a cashier at a grocery store, ne? Also, I got my bill for my appendectomy before all the insurance is paid. OUCH!!!!!! That amount almost took my breath away! I have to call the hospital tomorrow to confirm that my insurance hasn't paid for everything, or it'll be ten years before I have that bill paid off! =-.-=
On a bit of a random recommendation, I would like once again to tell everyone to check out "Allegria," the movie version of the Cirque du Soleil performance! I saw the performance version on T.V. a couple weeks ago and fell in love with it all over again! The movie version with Frank Langella has received Nick and I's coveted, "Sam Raimi 'Army of Darkness' Good" title, so everyone please watch it! Or get the soundtrack! The track "Allegria" is enough to make you want to buy ten CDs! In fact, I'm hoping to buy the CD coming up after Christmas!
I also went and joined/applied for a few new fanlistings during my last update, a couple of them you might have seen added recently on the side of this Blog!
APPROVED TO:
Just Jackie-The Jackie Chan Fanlisting: Like you'd expect me to have anything less, ne? XD
APPLIED FOR:
Too Dark to See-The Official NGE 24th Episode Fanlisting: Because it's my fave episode due to the beauty and tragedy of it all.
Densetsu: The Zelda no Densetsu Fanlisting: THE fanlisting for the Zelda manga done by Akira Himegawa!
Cosplay Is My Lifestyle: The Cosplay Fanlisting: I think why I chose this one is self explanatory.
CONSIDERING: (Fanlistings I'm considering or looking for)
The Hatori Sohma Fanlisting (Fruits Basket)
Gothic Lolita Fanlisting
Sailormoon Music Fanlisting
Picture Perfect has been updated a couple more times, including some "light" information on my surprise cosplay I have planned! Right now, it's just in the opening stages, and it won't be something I'll work on continually by any means. It's just a long term whim/project for now! I AM however planning to start working on my Galaxy Angel "Mint" cosplay within this week. Mum had some spare cream felt that's going to make some terrific Mint ears and it'll be fun to have a new cosplay by the time the next Waldenbooks Promotional occurs some time in hopefully February of 2005. Speaking of the Promo, if anyone is visiting the Rushmore Mall on New Year's Eve and would like to compete in the cosplay competition, please be there about fifteen minutes before 6 p.m. at Waldenbooks. The activity runs from 6 to 8 p.m. Though I won't be there this time around due to scheduling conflicts, I have provided the prize packages, both include:
1 YuYu Hakusho action figure
1 package of Almond Crush Pocky
2 Sailormoon Sticker Trading Cards
2 Japanese Video Game Flyers
1 Fan Art/Original Art by Me
1 Japanese doujinshi (FF8 for guys and Xenogears for girls-both PG rated)
Quizzy time for today comes compliments of course of the lovely Quizilla.com and was actually taken off my GJ buddy Tenshi's journal!
What Yaoi Stereotype Am I?
What Yaoi Stereotype Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
You are a very rare breed indeed, and for good reason. If there were a lot of Supreme Seme wandering about, then there would be a LOT of conflict. This is because your kind likes to take control of EVERYTHING. Think alpha male with wolves, but applied to humans. People are either your plaything or they're in the way. You manage to manipulate people into wanting what you want, without them even knowing it. You'll also stop at nothing until you get what you want, doing whatever it takes to get it. And you want more from your uke than just the carnal pleasures of the flesh. You want their mind, body, and soul.
Likeliness of being uke: 0%
Likeliness of being seme: 100%
Some fellow Supreme Seme: Akio (Shoujo Kakumei Utena), Fuuma (X/1999)
...Right, there's that Fuuma thing again... XD XD XD XD Actually, this is very true, I rarely ever test out as anyone even vaguely uke related. Which is strange, since my yaoi alter ego is Hakkai... And he's not very seme in my world, minnasan! Maybe I was supposed to be born Fuuma... ::thinks about that::
Well, that's all for today! I'll have one more update wishing everyone a Happy Holidays of course! Oh, and my scanner is working again, so I'll be starting to do Kiribans again! The next one will be at 20K and will be a black and white sketch of one character of your choice! Good luck for the 20K everyone! Sankyuu again for all your visits, sign my Guestbook and ja ne for now! =~.^=V (Proud Supporter of the 58 Pairing and Ginji Lover!)